Silent Cry
Mixed Media Sculpture
Inside Close Up
Front
Back
Close Up
This sculpture was created as a response to issues that effect the world today. Abuse is prominent is many homes and yet often times goes unseen. Victims are forced to keep secrets for fear of what might happen if this abuse is discovered. I grew up in an abusive home, so therefore this subject is very personal to me. I tried my best to recreate that pain, fear, and internal struggle within this piece.
I decided to make the base color of this piece gray, to represent the stone-like exterior that is necessary when trying to survive an abusive relationship. I also wanted to keep the facial features simple so that it wasn't race or gender specific. This figure is wearing a mask, which is cracking under the weight of the lies and deception that is often present when dealing with abuse. The arms and noose indicate suicidal thoughts or attempts that one might consider when living with abuse. The clothing my figure is wearing is also significant in the fact that it shows irony. We will often buy clothing such as this that shows our insides, bones, etc and yet hide what is really going on inside. The back of the figure shows how abusive words begin to invade thoughts and remain a permanent memory. Inside the sculpture is another scene, I chose to use blue lights to represent the sadness and pain an abused victim must live with. It may also represent the loneliness one feels in having to hide this part of themselves and deal with it alone. In the background is a broken heart, again representing pain and betrayal. In the very middle is a small figure, again grey to remain ambiguous. This figure has one hand grasping up in pain and the other hand reaching out, touching the front of the sculpture asking for help that will never come. The figures mouth and face is being covered by hands suppressing a cry for help. The face seems to be pulled in different directions representing the turmoil one faces when dealing with abuse. This wasn't a very pretty piece, but then again, it wasn't meant to be. This piece was meant to be disturbing and ugly because abuse is disturbing and ugly. It is meant to shed light on a subject that is often hidden, and I feel it does just that.